After nine days of agony . . . not being able to eat a full meal, feeling constant nausea, visiting the doc, countless phone calls to the doctor, having no energy whatsoever & being completely lack-luster . . . I've pondered a few things. It has been a very instructional time for me. Suffering demands space for reflection. I'm not entirely sure what I've learned yet.
Much to my displeasure, more often than not, I found myself frustrated & disappointed. I'm still processing that stuff. I'm trying to figure out what's just life, what's just living within community, what's just illness, what's just being a grown up, what's just being parent, and what's just me.
Lots to think about & process. In the meantime, since I finally got my butt up off the couch today, I went & got Mahalia some craft supplies. She's been DYING to make crafts lately! So here are the latest creations.
PS - My doctor's best guess is that it was e-coli food poisoning.
Fantastic video! I love how they both had answers.
ReplyDeleteAnd yikes- e coli- that has serious stuff potential, there. I'm so glad you found your way through.