resilience

As of late, I've got a new appreciation for the word "resilience".  I've always had a sense for what the word meant, but lately, I FEEL what it means.
It means . . .

• leaving my beloved friends in California & mourning their presence . . .
• while driving across the country & starting life over from scratch . . .
• while my husband is out of town for the week . . .
• while my car overheats & the A/C breaks when it's 100+ degrees . . .
• while starting a new job & supporting a brand new CEO . . . 
• while learning everything at the same time . . .
• while leaving my daughter for 10 hours/day . . .
• while helping her process what's going on . . .
• while moving yet again after only 4 weeks of being here . . .
• while packing up everything we own at 4am so I can pick up my car by 7:30 . . .
• while I rush to be to work by 8 . . .
• while thinking about having to move again in a few more months . . .
• while mourning what I thought would be a turn for the better . . .
• while waiting for important paperwork that could change our lives . . .
• while processing all of the loss & all of the pain . . .
• while trying to manage all of the details in my 35 minute commute . . .
• while trying not to cry during the 3 short hours I see my kiddo each day . . .
• while trying to arrange childcare for a 3rd time in 2 months . . .
• ALL while not having danced in forever . . .

I give myself an A+ for resilience.  A nap would be good at this point.